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Chills, I get chills when I think about the way your body will feel next to mine. Sex me, love me, treat me right. Do my body, mind, and soul the way it should be done. Prove to me that I am the only one you love, I promise you will never want to be alone. I'll feed you emotionally, and quench every thirst that arises. Just let me...love you one day at a time. No, I'm not asking to love you today but, I am asking for us to grow with one another as the days pass and we become older and wiser. I'm not sure if you are ready to conquer the challenge that is me. But, hopefully you are.

i'm [alive]

I don't quite remember when I heard this but, I remember the words. It went something like this, "Are you living, or are you existing?" I pondered this question for a few months, and now that I have cleared all the bullshit and drama in my life [out], and got back in touch with the person i really am, I can see that I was merely existing. So I made a deal with myself.
2009 = MY YEAR TO START LIVING
No one is about to stop my show or get in the way of the decisions that I want to make! I can breathe, I am alive. I want to stand on the top of my apartment building and scream @ the top of my lungs. Ever had that feeling?