i'm [alive]

I don't quite remember when I heard this but, I remember the words. It went something like this, "Are you living, or are you existing?" I pondered this question for a few months, and now that I have cleared all the bullshit and drama in my life [out], and got back in touch with the person i really am, I can see that I was merely existing. So I made a deal with myself.
2009 = MY YEAR TO START LIVING
No one is about to stop my show or get in the way of the decisions that I want to make! I can breathe, I am alive. I want to stand on the top of my apartment building and scream @ the top of my lungs. Ever had that feeling?